AT
THE SEA OF GALILEE
When evening came, his disciples went down
to the sea, got into a boat, and started across the sea to Caperna-um. It was
now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. The sea rose because a strong
wind was blowing. When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus
walking on the sea and drawing near to the boat. They were frightened, but he
said to them, "It is I; do not be afraid." Then they were glad to
take him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land to which they
were going. (John 6:16-21)
Saints
Matthew, Mark, and John all mention the Sea of Galilee, although St. John also
calls it the Sea of Tiberias. St. Luke refers to the Lake Genesaret. It lies 660
feet below the level of the Mediterranean Sea, and is approximately fifteen miles
long by eight miles wide. Its maximum depth is 165 feet. Most of Jesus’
lakeside ministry was confined to the north half (Magdala, Tabgha, Chorazin, Sower’s
Bay, Capernaum, Bethsaida, Kursi). In those days, the area was densely
populated and ran a thriving fishing industry.
Early
this morning at about fourth watch of the night (between 3 and 6am) I noticed a
boat with a fisherman casting out nets for fish in the Sea
of Galilee. Despite heavy rain and dark sky, he did not give up. After a few
minutes he went into the deep. Looking at him, I recalled the passage from
the Gospel of John cited above.
Sunrise at the Sea of Galilee
Jesus
sends us into very challenging mission. Our life is a mission, thus each one of
us is a missionary in this sense. This mission can be quite dark, with strong
wind, and the water rising high. When danger comes and we have no control over
the boat, we start to panic, lose hope and faith because it seems that God is
absent, and there is no one out there to rescue us. The only feeling that we
experience is fear. Let us recall troubling waves that we encounter almost
every single day. By the troubling waves I mean disordered feelings, and sensual
desires hitting into the boat of our life: anger, loneliness, sadness,
injustice, rejection; etc. What they show
is that we are weak, and without God we can do nothing but drown, go down.
These troubling waves show us the truth about ourselves. If we live in fear and
surrender to fear, we start to be blind and falsely perceive people and everything
around us including God Himself. “When
they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and
drawing near to the boat."
In
dangerous situations, it often seems that “God is absent”, but He is present
all the time, even though we might not feel His presence. Interestingly, when
the disciples saw Jesus present physically in their boat again, “immediately the boat was at the land to
which they were going”. In other words, we need to put our trust in God,
and have faith that He is closer to us than we are to ourselves, especially
when we are being flooded with high waves of water. He is present in the boat
of our body – the soul. If we have difficulty believing that God is in us, let
us at least believe that He is near the boat of our life and always keeps a
loving eye on us: “they saw Jesus walking
on the sea and drawing near to the boat”. Jesus comes to His disciples in
order to disperse the dark clouds of anxiety and fear. "It is I; do not be afraid." God casts away all fear transforming
it into peaceful water.